Dillusional

I am oh so confused It keeps me amused I don't know what to do But I know of who I'd like to pursue I don't know what to say I am scared of the price I will pay I don't know what to think I am starting to sink I am stuck in a whole I have dug It grows deeper every time you give me a hug Every time you smile I get lost and am speechless for awhile Every time we talk I get excited and in my mind I walk Walk to a place where I can imagine us Where we can be happy together and never fuss I want greater things between you and me But I am scared you will get mad when you see That you make me so happy and excited You are all I want and have sighted But I will leave it be And stay you and me Never a we I'll leave it be