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Dilated Cardiomyopathy

"My heart is broken" I told the cardiologist.
On our first meeting.
Not in the romantic way, per say.
But actual physical trauma.

The strain of living that lie took it's toll.
Not just on my heart, but my soul.
Years of not being allowed to be me.
Swollen heart, otherwise diminished totally. 

I would not have survived another year.
That much was clear.
Not another day could my heart endure.
It had grown too big for it's cavity.

You broke my heart but I broke free.
My cardiologist is pleased with me.
Still heart block but normal echo and ECG.
Now, I write poetry and sing my heart out.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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February 15, 2017 at 3:15 AM
You have a wonderful heart Jean, and I am so happy it is free now to be YOU! Congratulations.
Murray Avatar
February 15, 2017 at 3:42 AM
Morning Darren. My mind says my heart is fine on it's own, but my poor wee heart is a sucker for punishment. It was lonely yesterday. When will it ever learn?
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February 9, 2017 at 2:31 PM
- I'm happy that your heart is healthy - A serious poem, Jean ... great written ... take care of yourself :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :) * (I have a new picture to you in my last poem :))) ... I know you'll love it :)))
Murray Avatar
March 5, 2017 at 3:19 PM
Gosh Anna-Lise I missed this comment. Could that picture be the one I stole?
Vaso Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 9:40 PM
And seriously Jean, is so lovely to read your poetry! Because of your kind heart!
Murray Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 10:57 PM
Kind but damaged. It is kinda nice of you to say so though. Thank you.
Vaso Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 9:39 PM
If Frank is on a pedestal I am almost afraid where you have be stored!!!!!! :)
Murray Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 10:51 PM
You fishing for compliments again Arthur?
James Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 6:46 AM
Sing sister sing!
Murray Avatar
February 8, 2017 at 10:20 AM
Alleluia!! Alleluia...Alleluia!!
Bauer Avatar
February 7, 2017 at 3:45 PM
sounds like you're all the better for it, jean! write on and keep singing and we'll be the better for it, too...
Murray Avatar
February 7, 2017 at 3:52 PM
That makes me smile and want to sing out loud Ilene. Luckily, I have the house to myself. Thank you for such uplifting thoughts.
Chircop Avatar
February 7, 2017 at 3:33 PM
You broke my heart but I broke free-Brave lady.I admire your courage. So many have to change who they are just to please the one tbey love...But one day tbey ll get too tired..Sometimes it is too late for them to break the chains.Its sad when we are not loved for who we are..A fave...
Murray Avatar
February 7, 2017 at 3:50 PM
If I am writing a poem and start to cry, as I did writing this, then I am blessed to have found the release valve that poetry has brought to me. Thank you for understanding Charmaine.
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