Dilated Cardiomyopathy

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"My heart is broken" I told the cardiologist.
On our first meeting.
Not in the romantic way, per say.
But actual physical trauma.

The strain of living that lie took it's toll.
Not just on my heart, but my soul.
Years of not being allowed to be me.
Swollen heart, otherwise diminished totally. 

I would not have survived another year.
That much was clear.
Not another day could my heart endure.
It had grown too big for it's cavity.

You broke my heart but I broke free.
My cardiologist is pleased with me.
Still heart block but normal echo and ECG.
Now, I write poetry and sing my heart out.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017



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Date: 2/15/2017 3:15:00 AM
You have a wonderful heart Jean, and I am so happy it is free now to be YOU! Congratulations.
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Jean Murray
Date: 2/15/2017 3:42:00 AM
Morning Darren. My mind says my heart is fine on it's own, but my poor wee heart is a sucker for punishment. It was lonely yesterday. When will it ever learn?
Date: 2/9/2017 2:31:00 PM
- I'm happy that your heart is healthy - A serious poem, Jean ... great written ... take care of yourself :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :) * (I have a new picture to you in my last poem :))) ... I know you'll love it :)))
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Date: 3/5/2017 3:19:00 PM
Gosh Anna-Lise I missed this comment. Could that picture be the one I stole?
Date: 2/8/2017 9:40:00 PM
And seriously Jean, is so lovely to read your poetry! Because of your kind heart!
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Date: 2/8/2017 10:57:00 PM
Kind but damaged. It is kinda nice of you to say so though. Thank you.
Date: 2/8/2017 9:39:00 PM
If Frank is on a pedestal I am almost afraid where you have be stored!!!!!! :)
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Jean Murray
Date: 2/8/2017 10:51:00 PM
You fishing for compliments again Arthur?
Date: 2/8/2017 6:46:00 AM
Sing sister sing!
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Date: 2/8/2017 10:20:00 AM
Alleluia!! Alleluia...Alleluia!!
Date: 2/7/2017 3:45:00 PM
sounds like you're all the better for it, jean! write on and keep singing and we'll be the better for it, too...
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Date: 2/7/2017 3:52:00 PM
That makes me smile and want to sing out loud Ilene. Luckily, I have the house to myself. Thank you for such uplifting thoughts.
Date: 2/7/2017 3:33:00 PM
You broke my heart but I broke free-Brave lady.I admire your courage. So many have to change who they are just to please the one tbey love...But one day tbey ll get too tired..Sometimes it is too late for them to break the chains.Its sad when we are not loved for who we are..A fave...
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Date: 2/7/2017 3:50:00 PM
If I am writing a poem and start to cry, as I did writing this, then I am blessed to have found the release valve that poetry has brought to me. Thank you for understanding Charmaine.
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