Difficult Life

They say that life is simply what you make of it
in which I believe is true,
My life is full of pain
and I don't know what to do...

This pain is such a burden
and continues to make me cry,
Everyday that passes
I could only hope to die...

You see, all my life I was called upon
for every bodies needs,
Whether it was to fix their roof
or fight until someone bleeds...

I grew up with these
as my only expectations,
unaware of what will develop
I ended up under criminal conditions...

Those that helped destroy me
when in times of trouble I would call,
Now have turned away
as I began that terrible fall...

You all wonder why my heart has hardened
into a solid stone,
Cause in my times of trouble
you left me all alone...

All I would ask from you 
was a simple little hug,
but you all turned your back on me
as if I was a torn up rug...

Maybe it's just me
a penny i'm not worth,
Cause even from my true love
I get tossed back and forth...

Will I always be alone
unable to truly smile?
For the pain is to intense
I can hang on for only a while...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Culverhouse Avatar
May 3, 2010 at 7:32 AM
Very sad write, hope the poetry helps you heal, it helps me work through my emotions. Are you religious? if so cling to that part of you.
Dellinger Avatar
May 3, 2010 at 6:27 AM
very well written. Sorry about what's going on, but try to start healing, and don't do anything stupid!
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