Did You

did you know
that i was raped
it was about three years ago
but its affected me till today

did you know that ive been scared
to let anyone close
to let anyone near
but you break every rule

did you know that i trust you
not really sure why
but something inside tells me to
i dont know why i do

did you know that hyour the first 
ive let touch me since then
not a single guy, girl, or friend
your the only one who has 

did you know i felt a connection
i never wanted our night to end
i belong to you
why cant you belong to me too

did you know that your kiss is sweet
id let you take every part of me
your calming and comfortable 
but at the same time you scare me

did you know that i cant think
your a plague
why cant i clear my mind
its getting more painful every time

did you know your special
but somehow i dont seem to be
why do you want her
so very much more [then me]

did you know ill wait
but it hurts more every day
to wait for you
will your love ever come

did you know im scared
because i care too much
because your not here
cant i ask you now that your know so much?

do you care?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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November 2, 2009 at 5:38 PM
painfully honest
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