Destiny Faded

how could i test my wings when you had already burned my mind i somehow never could of flown because you couldn't be bothered to find a special, hidden part of me underneath my hardened shell maybe i'm just in a dream for a moment i thought i fell in love with you so deeply but then i paused my eyes and woke up and suddenly saw your hidden badness and lies how could i begin to trust when you had none for me so selfishly swept up but far too blind to see that you weren't all that real but your warmth so kind waking from a dream but not only to find that you had just left without no reason, so why am i drowning so deeply before i am able to fly to a safe haven holding me in your arms forgetting all that is real just to embrace me in your charm that isn't there do you believe in someone else? as my destiny has faded my heart it melts