Despair

At first it was despair and grief now I wanna kill everything I see from the green trees to the whales in the sea Take a barrel of oil for every mating fish and a gun for every new born fawn a back hand for every chick that ever had the courage to hurt someone WHY?!!!!!??????? you dont know what you've done to make me feel this way open your eyes maybe you'll understand one day I was there for you when nobody was somebody "better" comes along and thats all It was you say i'm special, you tell me i'm different than what's the goddamn difference between me and him you say its alright just know I never committed a loyalty sin