Desire Hanging

I left it hanging Confusion too as a rope bragging I left forward behind blank Going forward meant going back Uncertainty refused to slack Only thoughts willingly took the trip And the dock where my voice of reason was anchored lost the ship Misconceptions tied to reality buried so deep oiling the road to nowhere agreeed to silently sip To sip on confusion failing to take a grip The layer no one can unzip Or rip open to uncover the sealing without attaching feelings then and now united and willing Beaten and guilty but still winning memories refusing to utter the vows Leaving the circumference of my being spinning Who can promise their forever A blouse to cover this tired smile