Depression

She sat tight in the corner with her head on her knees,
As she quietly begged, let me kill myself please.
With a knife tightly gripped in her left hand,
Life as she thought was not going as she planned.

Depression was her lover an enticing lonely friend,
She had everything she wanted but it beckoned her to her end.
But the words “don’t do it” was expressed in a soft tiny voice,
She heard it many a time before in her head giving her a choice.

But this time the voice kept on talking more than before,
She mimicked the words while sitting on the cold kitchen floor.
Her eyes darted from side to side as if reading it from an invisible book,
And without realising it, the pain she felt subsided as she shook.

The voice was definitely hers, but what it said healed her pain,
The depression that she experienced was no longer driving her insane.
The voice said “Child why do you contemplate killing yourself?”
“The next time you feel this way just call my name and I will help”

“What’s your name?” she screamed out, but the voice had gone,
It was six months later depression serenaded the death ritual song.
Depression was out to kill her, she sat and cried like a child
“Jesus help me please!” then remembered and began to laugh and smile
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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September 23, 2010 at 10:57 PM
Deep, and thanks for enjoying my haiku. A poem well done keep your fascinating poetry coming" Nathan
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September 9, 2010 at 1:16 PM
oi, this is me right now,,lol,, and hearing and reading this poem did not help,,lol,, enjoyed,..p.d.
Wellington Avatar
September 8, 2010 at 9:37 PM
Sidney, I have been there where someone close to me went through that. Made several attempts at taking her life but God always intervene and thank God she is much better today. I thank you for this insight. Joy
Mehta Avatar
September 8, 2010 at 6:13 AM
How nice thoughts well expressed on the state of depression, Sidney. enjoyed it
Devonshire Avatar
September 8, 2010 at 1:10 AM
So many people struggle with depression and I've known a few who have gotten to this point, only to be stopped by Christ's voice. One friend did take this "way out" of life. No one could understand why; he never even seemed depressed. You have me thinking now of his beautiful wife and how she felt when he took his life. Very powerful message here, Sidney! Love, Carolyn
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September 7, 2010 at 5:35 PM
A difficult illness to deal with Sidney .. your words are very well written and shows your versatility as well my friend.. hope u enjoye my contest..the poem u read is just an example as to the kind of poetry am looking for ..for entries.. as a sponsor I cannot enter my own contest..so hope u do luv...
Neels Avatar
September 7, 2010 at 5:29 PM
Out of the dark realms there is always a glimmer of hope, great way you captured the depressive state and the realization that all is not lost.. Love this write :-)
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September 7, 2010 at 2:32 PM
Love the last line ... deep write my friend...Michael
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