Depressingly Loved

Dreams focus as tears from years of misfortune flood my eyes, Lies being told that I'm ok ,day to day the words I fail to deny. I try to accept that things will change and rearrange the way they make me feel This puzzle doesn't fit, I'm a psychotic fit and everything seems so unreal. Trapped in chaos from what's been lost and slowly going insane, The voices haunt me and whisper seductively that all Ill ever feel is pain. I sweat remorse and bleed with shame the nights filled with a sorrowful game Of cat and mouse chasing my brain and drowning in times sandy grain