Delusion is my World

Why does delusion seem to be the only reality I know? Almost never catching myself when my mind starts to go Is delusion my real reality though? Snapping in & out of this dimension Which I should mention, Is beyond my comprehension of an Intervention for redemption or reinvention What's your intention? My soul can't take anymore pain... I don't get what you have to gain From the hurt that I've attained & sustained I don't think one single person That I've met was entertained With how I try to explain the Change in my world & theirs It's become mundane at the amount of sht that's become deranged since I've gone insane ...I've literally broken my brain This vessel is no good anymore Everything normal has become a chore I can't endure trying to find a cure for me being so immature and insecure It's now part of my allure I'll get out of this one day.....