Defying Fate Conversation With a Friend

In my pocket I don't cry as much as I used to I'm well dimensioned If I'm not getting beaten or I don't have to hear the Screaming or the Crying or the Yelling I'm a lighter shade of brown Expanding knowledge Grass Meadows Clear Water Fish Swimming A house of sky Blue with a Red barn all trimmed in white Hands holding supporting hands I am told the light is brightening leading to understanding I am here to Create They can not kill me nor those who are open to defying fate