Defetist

One day you are happy and then you lost happy...
And everything became ruined. 
It's when your hopes were as high as the pedestal that the pedestal fell down on you so hard.

To breathe. 
That was the idea.
But struggle came. 
You became friends with striving that you fell in love with it, 
because you felt a little joy with it. With striving. 

You two were so damned. 
So damned that it consumed all of what you have. 
You strive. 
Feel little. Either positive or negative you feel just little. 

Happy, you were there. Lost you, but I know you're just there.
Hiding. Together with another pal contentment. 
When will be the both of you will drop by?

Negative or positive only one of you stayed. 
Hi Love. You made me the worst and the best person.
The most damned of all. 
There's no little nor big of you. You're just here.
Just here. Watching and influencing me to be the best.
The best of wreck and the best of good.

I got you. Always here. 
You've made me the best and the worst. 
The most selfless and selfish.
And it's driving me crazy every freaking day.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Agustin Avatar
December 10, 2024 at 7:16 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed. (This is more of a free verse. By the way, defetist or defeatist?)
A   Avatar
March 21, 2016 at 9:07 PM
I like this poem, Carel. LINDA
A  Avatar
January 15, 2016 at 9:13 PM
amazing write..... Love SKAT
Hunjeri Avatar
March 15, 2015 at 8:28 AM
Nice, I enjoyed the write.#7
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