Deep Rooted Pain

Browsing through my photo file Gazing upon your face My thoughts travelling to the past Your pain through illness The time we spent together during How close we have become As trees bloomed Our love blossomed too How could you? Spin this yarn of lies To conceal your face Still I yearn to know the real truth We were once so close I didn’t realize Just how much you hurt me How much I still loved you From the depth of my being Uncontrollable deep rooted sobs emerged How do I explain why and from where? The tears come If only you knew I once felt you with oceans between But now I only feel my own pain