Deep Down

Deep down inside me
I’ve been hurting all this time
When I begin to believe in you 
To me it feels like a crime

No matter how hard you try,
Everything you say to me
Feels just like a lie
 
Of what once was a family
I’m the last of the nest	
Even though my name is for a queen,
I’m always second best

You stayed for her,
But not for me?
Because you weren’t so sure 
So you had to flee

You ask, “What’s wrong?”
“Because you don’t know...
One thing is, you’ve missed all my birthdays
Almost five years in a row”

You say you know me
That I’m mini you
“Sorry, was your little girl,
The one you knew”

Even though to me you’re a who,
All I can say is “I love you”.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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June 22, 2016 at 10:13 PM
ELIZABETH, nicely penned. Enjoyed reading your awesome words today. ~SKAT~
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April 26, 2015 at 1:47 AM
Elizabeth, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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April 24, 2015 at 2:25 PM
Elizabeth, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy 2015, with New Poet Friends @-> LINDA <-@
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