Decisions

Decisions Once again the day has come and gone So many things still left undone Waiting for that right someone Hoping he hasn’t come and gone Wanting to be independent and free All the while the thought scares me Thoughts keep floating through my head At times i don’t want to get out of bed Needing to make it on my own Wanting to prove that I am all grown Breaking free is hard to do Don’t want to disappoint you I see the fear in your eye Your little girl is trying to fly You’re scared that i’ll leave you But know I will always need you Now it’s my time To see how high i can climb I know i can do it Your love helps me through it Don’t want you to you think i’m running away For back to you i’ll always sway You helped me grow and help me learn But now it is my turn Because of your i’ll never sink You taught me how to swim I’ll always have you This is just something i have to do Spread my wings and leave the nest You’ll be a big part of the rest It’s the circle of life Dealing with all this strife Right now i won’t bend It’ll come in the end Feeling like I am left behind These last few years been in a bind Wanting freedom but needing you So unsure of what to do Knowing i should take this chance Not quite knowing how to dance In the end just make it up Learning it’s part of life to screw up I’m still afraid to make mistakes Knowing sometimes that what it takes Knowing life may not be easy At times not fun or breezy But in the light of a new day Everything’s clear all the way I know what i have to do Even though in some ways it may hurt you But i’ll say it again like i did before I’ll always have an open door I hope you’ll use it I know you’ll come through it I’ll only be a call away If you need me in any way Remember this isn’t goodbye Only something i must try