Deceived

Today I sit here thinking about the past. Asking myself, and wondering if we are going to last. I remain faithful to you by choice. Yet, about our former mistakes, I cannot rejoice. Betrayal is one thing I will not forgive. My expectation is for us to stay together, for as long as we both shall live. But sometimes life is unexpected, especially if one of us is feeling neglected. Now that I have confirmed what I suspected. It hurts to feel this way, and know you lied. As you looked deep into my eyes, and promised me your love, for all eternity. No one ever came as close to me as you, I never let them get that far within my innermost being. Surrendering myself once in a lifetime, unthinkable it was that it would cause me so much pain. From these words I can't refrain. Yes, my love for you will be hard to eradicate, and for now it will remain. After you have caused me endless strain. In this precise moment, all I feel is sadness and sorrow. Only hoping for a brighter, better, tomorrow.