Death By Suicide

It consumes me slowly Yet fast at the same time Death will be a nice way to leave this terrible world But what would happen if I would fight and stay Would I go back to the terrible life I had before Or would I go to a better time and a better place So, if I can fight and survive what's the point Can you tell me why I should stay in this world If my life is terrible then when would people care Who would care my parents, my friend, my boyfriend? Stop me from making this decision And stop all the other people from trying to do the same.