Dear Soup

My beloved friends, I've been away, living, struggling, life has funny ways... Between it all my heart kept calling Falling ever more in love with what IS Write, in my sight and I came to a thunder.standing and it shook my world. And my understanding, uncurled. I'm falling on gripping terms that are appalling, centering my observation of tearful callings on God and all things, called miracle. Reaching deep within to see a path between fear and full... Crying for my losses into what is and wonderful. Hesitant to leap into this adventure I've wished for. Kicking and screaming to awake into dreaming. But... I wouldn't trade it for nuttin' honey. I've been missing you and I wanted you to know... what's up. I love you, and I wanted you to know that too. I'm hear and here and there and until that settles down, it just is this way. I think about you. Everyday :) (((Hugs))) The jist is this... It's oddly soothing. I'm sitting for a while until I move. I might be distant a while. All of you have inspired me so much and I love it here. :) Your kind comments, support and friendship mean more to me then words were invented for. Back more often, soon.