Dear Last Resort

Why are you gone, you have left me alone, an ending, capsized, your arms feel like home. I have your voice memorized, and all your favorite things, and I can't stop thinking, not matter how much pain it brings. Your eyes have this gleam that I can't begin to explain I should probably stop, this is so inane. I miss you, but do you care, probably not. I wish I could end everything, I wish I could stop. So, my dear last resort if push comes to shove, just know that I miss you, even from up above.