Dear God

Dear Father, I know it’s been a while The road’s been tough It continues for miles I can’t quite figure out If I’m taking a break on the side of the road Or if I’m going a different direction And decided not to carry this load Outside the rain is pouring As if your tears come down at me And though I’m sad, I keep distant From you, what I can’t see Father, you’ve been good to me Perfect in every way I’m still not sure what struck my mind To make me go away And now I’m gone I don’t know if you listen still In lonesome times, I’ll speak to you My hearts emotions spill I want to say I love you still But my actions say I don’t My mind knows that I need to change But my heart refuses; I wont