Dear Future Wife Part 2
I am rated R for recovery
Island of empty, icky isolation
Flames of uncertain frustration
Fix me, I'm a vase of vibrant love
Find me wings to fly, my beloved dove
I don't mind being blind and left behind
I find no pleasure in seeing others suffer, I'm awfully far too kind
Bond and find yourself
Drenched in silence on a far left shelf
Right away, I can see a difference in you
Straight out of nowhere, you are wary and true
Outta the blue,
Eye see you
Aqaqinzaa (ah-kah-kin-zuh)
You appear in my vision,
Fulfilling marvelous mission
So glad you arrived in one piece
Peace in mind and thankfulness I give you, so please...
Cease from anger, increase your joyous spirits of jovialty
Diseased with distressful events, occurring in my life of pure cruelty
Flabbergasted by your flattering appearance
Destruction and decadence brings back remembrance
Of a time so dark and saddening to the brink of shame
Of a time so spooky and absolutely vain to God's name
Insidious impatience clothes us all
Sinister silence makes us crumble and fall
But we, as bold soldiers, will fight tall through it all...hear our unique, shrill call
Kill me, this pain is unbearable to the brain
Enliven me, this pain is driving me insane,
But it feels so good to be alive once more...oh I'll be so much more than what meets the eye - hope and faith I root for and more!
Immortal for the time being I solemnly swore
What am I searching for?
You on the cold floor?
You're shivering cold
Your heart is gold, masked with mold
Sugar-coated to the point of enough!
Over-bloated with blasphemed envy to the point of life being extremely tough
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand still for a little longer, perfect stranger
You come in like a imperfect storm
You are as cool and alone as the boy's dorm
Dig in the dirt like an earth worm
Or live inside me like a good germ
Have you no shame
That you did me harm?
Have you any prudent name? A, well, honorable name?
Are you looking for praise due to being let down for so long?
Let's keep you warm, my chazzling, darling charm
Plan a-y hasn't worked as I expected it to be
But plan z is coming my way possibly...I pray it works hopefully
I wanna see you again
I wanna feel you again
I wanna touch you, own you, kiss you, hug me, hold hands, hold tightly, cuddle gently with you
You will have my babies, baby
You and I will have a family
You feel me?
Well, I'm feeling myself explode with extra eccentric elevation!
You get me?
Well, I do at least and that's what matters most for the meantime, apparently many don't feel my sensation
It reduces me to utter frustration
But I will drown disaster with serene shores and its wistfulless water
Wonderful vibes I feel deep inside
You are the rainbow tide...abide by my side
Like a shadow, you know?
Your gracious, glorious glow is for show and lamentless love is what I bestow upon you so
But you don't love me though
Let me fall in your arms of arduous appeal
Love the way you make me frankly feel
Comfortably, at home for once
Waiting for your wondrous response
Ridiculous me has to ruin everything
Anything but you had to make me feel like nothing
You're the exception,
My friend that gave me acception
We welcome the solace sun and the shining son
Underrated marriage
Overrated sex before marriage, a miscarriage
Sorry to say, but I have been weeping over the dead
Sorry to admit, but I have confessed that I want to be around you instead
You make my fears fade away
You make my cheers make my day
I must say, you are beautiful and compassionate everyday
I'd like to say thank you for praying for my cray-cray optimistic side of me some might say
Come here and stay
Don't you dare stray
Family-oriented
Already repented
I'm in heaven on this world of woe
I'm in hell in this skin from head to toe
I won't shed a tear
My dear, have no fear
Have a heart full of cheer
Care for some liquor of lament?
I don't have time to be sad in discontent...
Don't resent me
I have sinned and made mistakes on purpose or by accident
Have many mercy
I have sinned against You and Your church and flawless spirit of tranquility, sturdy like a terrific tent
I love you times infinity
I hate you, my grief-stricken vanity
Cursed be my abominable drive,
Strife brewing in my life...waiting for the kingdom to arrive
I'm alive,
I survived
I strive
To be enlighten by You alone...deprived...
I want to be a loving husband
I want to be a supportive and hard-working guy
I want to be faithful, loyal and trustworthy, so take my helping hand
You are the flamboyant flower that attracts my eye like a beautiful butterfly in the Aqua-blue sky from on high
I will work off a sweat
You clean the house
Come to think of it, I bet
You and I are like a cat and a mouse...
Sincerely, your hefty, handsome husband,
J W Earnings ~
Jonah, your lovebird lovah
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015
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