Dead To You

stumbling over forgotten lies staring into these cold night skies emotions running backward thoughts, misunderstood you took this away from me turned it into jealousy spite filled my bleeding heart you split me apart stole everything i knew spun another point of view fooling myself again in this land of pretend try to wake me from these tears cleanse my mind of bitter fears but all i see is this torment one more argument you break me so often thought my emotions would soften crumble and burn under your hate though it was fate they hardened to this life hardened to the knife but numbed to love, so right it helped me through the dying night you stole my love from me took it from so deep turned back and spat take it back this pain i can no longer hold hold this memory, have to let it unfold feel this blade against my skin let my feelings out from within scream until the blood runs dry but no matter how i try i just cant find a way to say i'm dead to you... is that okay?