Dead To You

stumbling over forgotten lies
staring into these cold night skies
emotions running backward
thoughts, misunderstood

you took this away from me
turned it into jealousy
spite filled my bleeding heart
you split me apart

stole everything i knew 
spun another point of view
fooling myself again
in this land of pretend

try to wake me from these tears
cleanse my mind of bitter fears
but all i see is this torment
one more argument

you break me so often 
thought my emotions would soften
crumble and burn under your hate
though it was fate

they hardened to this life
hardened to the knife
but numbed to love, so right
it helped me through the dying night

you stole my love from me
took it from so deep
turned back and spat
take it back

this pain i can no longer hold
hold this memory, have to let it unfold
feel this blade against my skin
let my feelings out from within

scream until the blood runs dry
but no matter how i try
i just cant find a way to say
i'm dead to you... is that okay?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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