Dead Diary

DEAD DIARY

I was there, I was near,
watching her lying,
but still couldn’t help, 
and saw her dying.
I was there, I was near,
with the heavy air all around,
living with it,
but fear was all I found.
I met my hate there, 
and the lost humanity,
the hidden faith somewhere,
and the ugliest side of the society.
Everything going above my head,
there was nothing I understood at all,
in the dilemma of what to do,
and my heart started to fall.
I was still there, so near,
surrounded with guilt,
couldn’t forgive myself,
it was the worst thing I ever felt.
With eyes filled with tears,
I stabbed myself with a knife,
with the sorrow of losing her,
I gave up my life.
Now I’m here,
a pure soul,
resting with her in peace,
playing a clean role…
Now I’m here 
sharing my history,
and smiling down at you…
Now I’m here, 
revealing my mystery,
and writing down this story…
Now I’m here,
writing my “Dead diary…”
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Agustin Avatar
November 9, 2024 at 9:38 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
A   Avatar
January 16, 2015 at 12:46 AM
thank you for the smile...
A   Avatar
July 27, 2014 at 6:17 PM
Sweksha, This happens to be an excellent poem, to have featured on the poetry soup's home page. Congratulations, enjoy having your poem featured this week. Always ~ LINDA ~
Karna Avatar
January 6, 2015 at 3:00 AM
:)
Nasir Avatar
July 19, 2014 at 3:49 PM
BEAUTIFUL...LOVED IT KEEP WRITING BUT TRY TO MAKE IT ALIVE ALSO :-)
Karna Avatar
January 6, 2015 at 2:59 AM
Thanks and yea :)
Hyler Avatar
July 19, 2014 at 1:38 PM
Thank you for sharing :)
Karna Avatar
January 6, 2015 at 2:58 AM
:)
Sietesantos Avatar
July 19, 2014 at 11:18 AM
Hi Sweksha, this is such a hauntingly beautiful, sad expressive write! You did a wonderful write with it! Bravo!
Karna Avatar
July 19, 2014 at 11:59 AM
Thank you so much. :)
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