Days go by

I watch as the days go by, I can’t help but wonder why, why was I the one chosen to live in silent pain, as the days by, they leave me alone in my everlasting pain every day goes faster than the last slowly eradicating my conciseness, I gradually go insane more and more every day, I can’t tell the difference between reality and my reverie anymore, I can’t tell real from wrong so I indulge in my dreams knowing they take me nowhere in my reality. the days just keep passing by leaving me alone in the darkness of the night, I stare at the stars dreaming of a life that differs from mine, it’s a far-off dream that I know will never become trustworthy but I can’t help but dream, for my reverie is the only thing keeping me sane, in this horrible little reality.