Day To Day

Ive been through heartbreak I know time will heal The difference is that its not sadness I feel Its a feeling in my gut it lays deep down inside That tells me I need you I can't be denied I love you so much and I hate you as well You make me euphoric you put me through hell I awaken everyday feeling worse than before I feel so wrong down to my core I punch random objects I drink the pain away The worst part of life is starting a new day Time isn’t helping days crawl past I sit and wonder if our love will ever last I pace like a mad man banging my head screaming obscenities all i see is red