Dark Days

I sit here alone on the darkest of days Trying to find you through the mist and haze While trying to find myself but cant seem to do it But you are here helping me through it You helped me put down the knife Thus ending a seemingly endless strife I think about how much you care And break your heart i wouldn't dare I wonder how long this will go on Because in this world I'm merely a pawn A pawn to this game of chess And life's meaning becomes less and less