Dario

saying good-bye to a love I once knew realizing it's time to move on and find someone new letting go of the feelings....devotion, love, obsession just to name a few is one of the hardest things I'll ever have to do but do it I must, for the time has come to forget about the loneliness, the pain, and the lust I fell in love with you and all that you are but you kept me at a distance and far, so very far I am sorry that it took me so long to see that a relationship with you and I could never be I tried several times to walk away, something like three but you told me you cared and didn't want to lose me when someone is loyal to you and feels so much attraction they will look for any excuse to keep that attachment yearning for your caress, feeling so much passion all I ever wanted was to shower you with love and affection I guess I was looking for courtship and not just copulation and all you were willing to give was pleasure and sexual satisfaction even so, I will still cherish each moment spent with you, my beloved but I guess I'm not so lovable and not destined to ever keep a husband so I will remember your tenderness no matter how brief and try to block out my disappointment and grief I love you, Dario, and was happy to have known you I'm giving up now on my humiliation, embarrassment, and loneliness I wish you the best success in all that you do and remember there once was a girl named Evelyn who loved you