Damaged

I am so damaged…                               Some of it because of me…                                    
                   And some because of my disease…  
                                                              Multiple Sclerosis…
Some due to no fault of my own…          
                                                         Just done to me…
    By my X-Husband who tried for 5 years…. 
                    To Kill me and my Boys…
Although in dealing with and seeing in my 
M.S…                                                                            I just look at my M.R.I…. 
                    And see all the Damaged Brain Cells…             And know that there is nothing 
I can do …
                                    To fix it…       
All I can do is just stay healthy… 
                              And finish my New Medication…
      That is all I have to focus on…    
And not try to worry for things I cannot change…         
I cannot Erase the past…                     
                                 I cannot Erase what I did…
Or what was done to me…  
                   I can only try to stay ahead of my Life…
I have to make my Life better now…
                  With everything that I can!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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