Cyclical

Hitting all the highs then the lows thinking it will stop, on it goes like a river, life just flows water falling, break my bones. I suppose I must keep swimming, though the lights just keep on dimming, joy and laughter keeps me winning, till the next day finds me sinning. I finishes with distractions, reality of life providing satisfaction, loved ones keeping me soul laughing, there is nothing I am lacking. But my soul has not yet settled, All these actions make me disheveled, Drowning in pressure I'm in peril, I check out from my emotions. Find myself overwhelmed by people, impressing others should be illegal, cant focus on my easel abandon my mission in upheaval. I must keep my focus tight, eyes set on my goal in sight people come and go all night, My thoughts stay calm and cool despite- The chaos.