Cybernetic Emotions

I ride out in my dreams, even though it may seem, intellectual blades of thought cut my self esteem, nothing else to expect, nothing more but no less, than stress who else could be blessed, could not be me to succeed, cut my writs and i don't bleed, not much needed for you to see, that it's extreme for me to be, existing breathing no love, one less push plus one shove, looks like my grave has been dug, read my words as i type, pick which one this ones right, nit pick slums to live life, i don't know but i know this, i won't be sprung over no miss, once i hit lust meets bliss, don't you wish you could control me?....