Crying the Lonely Night Away

My heart aches with pain, As I watch you walk hand and hand, with him, the man who stole you away from me without remorse. See no one comes for me. No one cares if I ever fall in love, but it was kind of me; to build their esteems up and put their hearts back together; So they could go out and love again. I hear silence as they walk away hand and hand. No, "Thank you", nothing but pure silence. See love is a game and I always lose my hand, when I bet all in. I get kicked to the curb, as he takes my love away from me. I can't handle the pain my heart sheds for my love. I see them go, sit on sandy beaches and give each other kisses on each other's lips. Their smiles kill me, I can hear my heart tear in two, as a single tear rolls down my cheek; I cannot handle to hear the broken strings of guitars being strummed away, for I can't hear the sweet music it produces. I am tired, weak, and weary and wanting to turn a blind eye, as they walk on by with happy smiles, but I am forced to do nothing, but stare as the simple life walks on by, and gives me a smile. Feelings of saddened emotions, cut me in two. I can feel the rage build in my heart. As my red blood turns from sweet honey, too fiery, hot lava, Flowing through my veins. As I see my love go away, without a trace of ever returning to me, It kills me, too see this lonelieness come my way and sit and watch at bay, as sanity leaves me in a hand basket. Love leaves me, and says, "Goodbye," as she pulls away from the beautiful rose garden, that is my heart. My thorns did not protect the peddles of my ruby hearted rose, as my love took her clippers and cut me away. And the mud, dirt and rain swallowed me and suffocated me, till I was asleep. Then she went with him, went hand and hand. I awoke gasping for air, seeing nothing but black, and her, with him. They walking away, hand and hand, kissing, and laughing. I was blind, and I closed my eyes for awhile, as my tears forced themselves out of my sorrowed soul, and I sat there crying the midnight dawn away.