Cruel World

I lay my body on this heap, My eyes are weary and longing for sleep. As the world gets darker and begins to swirl, For this poet has found comfort in a suicide pill. My body will be found stiff and chilled With a note that says “Kiss my ass you cruel world” I... just..wanted to be loved you see And the one I love does not belong to me I... saw her today at the train station I felt that emotional possessive fixation She... was...astonishingly radiant, too beautiful to mention My curse, Gods... perfect invention Just to think one year ago I was smelling her, touching her kissing and making love to her you know Now... I’m tired... life is not the same How I crave for the innocence of my youth again To restore my chance to have life in heaven To rid this curse and make me unleavened But the chances of that happening are slim to none So kiss my ass world and the rest of you, have fun As I lay my head on this bed I hope to get it right and they will find me dead.