Crossroads

As many times as I've tried to forget you, I've failed the mission. As many times as I've cried on those lonely nights without you, you go untouched by our division. Incision. a knife to the heart, as you pass me by without a blink of an eye or a glance in my direction. Yet you chivalrously show concern. Confusion burns. my vision's blurred as my mind screams what do you really want from me?! Words intact by the tongue. Afraid to be bestowed upon your ears. Will I ever get through to you? Will you ever open up to me? by revealing your true feelings, no longer claimed as mystery. All I ask of you is to remove your clouds from my sunny sky, Thus I may fly toward an indubitable direction.