Course

For years my heart has been broken for you. painful memories of abuse and ridicule.trying to subside the lectures of my un pretty ways like sharp blades sprung from your mouth. I hurt for you,you blind coward!the smallest creature on four legs i name more man then you,raping my heart with every thrust a piece of me falls I want to trust your lies ,everything in common with mine to look good for who?me? no yourself,i don't believe your eyes nor your mouths lies. You hurt me once before maybe even many more.Im almost black inside,about to say loves goodbye. each night i sit up and cry creating my perfect man with understanding. That's all i ask,no hurt no pain no questions why.i wont restrain your lips from mine.ill even give you my eyes to gaze at,you stay with amazing force why i let you in remains ...my course.