Counting Time

13 Weeks, 2 Days, 11 Hours & 21 Minuets, That's how long you've been gone, and today I thought about you non-stop, Its like that everyday So hard to forget all of the things I loved about you, but didn't see You're life was long & happy, yet I only see your pain I wish I could see you smiling, But my memory plays like a broken record since you passed, Its like I have a broken heart, broken for the first time An unexplainable heartache, I wish I could see you one last time, Id tell you I love you - again Because today I mean it more than ever, You were like a Mother to me, and I never told you that, I hope you know how loved you were, Time is passing slowly, life hurts Soon I hope to look back with acceptance and look back with pride, That god needed an angel, and that it was your time, Your memory is burned within me, and I will never forget You were more special to me than both of us ever knew Good night, God Bless darling, I love you xxxxxx