Contridictions

I think I love you but I’m not really sure You’ve brought me more pain than anyone should endure What kind of hold have you gotten over me? How did you kill my voice? And make me unable to see? Before I realized it you were under my skin If only I could change things and prevent this sin You’re kisses contain poison that slowly invades my soul Feelings overwhelm me that I just can’t control I don’t want you in my life you’re not right for me You’re turning me into someone I just don’t want to be But I can’t live with out you you’ve affected me so much You can brighten my world with the slightest touch I am so confused I don’t know what to do If I should stay here or completely forget you