Contradiction

Contradiction Always searching no time to find Always looking, but never behind Always smiling not knowing the joke Always thinking what memories evoke Always talking but not much to say Always colouring but still looking grey Always hoping, but views pessimistic Always in dreaming but not realistic Always running but not going too far Always driving but I don’t need a car Always winning but don’t get the point Always Sunday but haven’t got a joint Always moving and yet standing still Always living when the only urge is to kill Always praying but no one can hear Always fearless and yet full of fear David Cox 15/05/20