Confused

I am so confused I do not know what to do my head is spinning and all that I seem to think of is the family and you There are so many things that happen in life but I am learning that no matter what I will be the one to try to make things right I have been wrong in the past but I know that I have changed and I just wish that you could understand people make mistakes and no one is perfect I of all people can say that life never goes the way you think there is always going to be something that you need to over come and try to get past to get to what you want and need in life the things that I say come from the heart and I feel that with out some things my life would fall apart so I see it as no matter what you say or do in life to try to get through always remember that it will never be easy and to keep on pushing through cause if you want something bad enough you will do what it takes to get it being confused is a very difficult thing and there seems to be a never ending road and you feel as if the whole world is on your plate and there is no way to turn just remember there is a light some where at the end of the tunnel and i for one can say it is far from easy this is for everyone that feels like there is no way to turn just keep your head up and think of the good things that you have going on and try to get past all the drama it is not worth the effort to let your self be down