Confused

I dream and i wake and i want her.
But really i don't.
She speaks and screams and hurts my heart. God i need her.
But really i don't.
She brings me to my knees. The world is on fire. With a noose and a prayer,  I want her so 
bad.
But really i don't.
With every breath taken and love forgot.
Tear to cheek. Hands to the sky.
Please god I want her.
But really i don't.
Everything spinning. Losing control. Death come now.
But i know it wont.
Then it all stops.
Things slow down.
 She kisses me softly and with a whisper she fades.
"I don't want you sweet boy. At least not today."
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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July 23, 2010 at 5:41 PM
I really like this one! It is probably my favorite but I do enjoy all of your poems ^_^.
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