Conflict of Love Part 1

quietly......i'll disagree, when everything points to dishonesty, feeding lines, pouring out lies, to construct its own personal alibies, gathering masses to fight on behalf, of the ego, embarrassed by his own immature grasp, squashing love like a bug under his shoe, instead of humbling himself to face love's truth, to love deeper, letting go of the control in his hands, for in balance, these extremes can ruin a man, the willing love that stands at the door, that gets backlashed, pushed out, and knocked on the floor, and still gets back up to show love more, but then again and again gets knocked out on the floor, how much of a beating must one take?, until the excruciating pain of trying to love makes them walk away, do you think my God wants me to stay?, while his child gets mocked for her compassion everyday, i think not.....in your blank attempt to prove me unfaithful, by means of your own ego, you tried turning the tables,