Complete Mess

I wonder what things will be like today, Will I take the kids to the park And watch them play? Sometimes I want to crawl out of my skin, Then there's the battles I can't win. I debate this all the time, Pretty much every rhyme. I sit alone while everyone sleeps, Something is causing me to weep. I really don't understand why I feel like this, Feeling normal is what I miss. My anxiety is so far up, Is today one of those days, Or in bed will I chose to stay?