Coming Face To Face

I would rather know on a personal note, than to listen to all the opinions like it's a show, at one point, all the ideas became idol, i saw it affecting others and me, so i decided to lay it out on the table, i ran from judgement, just to bump right into it again, this really hurt me and made me so mad, i wanted God to undo the ideas that caused so much pain, i asked him why he would allow me to see this all over again, undo my heart, Lord, this all has got to change, even if it means coming face to face, even if i have to look like the bad guy, even if i have dress in disquise, they'll never know, but you do, and through it all you blessed me and changed my heart too. i knew what i was doing all along, even while reverse psychology played it's song, it wasn't very smart, i know that, but i am grateful that it brought my heart back,