Cols Dom Kev Sue Sarah Martin

The night the girls mentioned my name Cols kicked them out it drove him insane Dom accused me of nicking his bike but I was in Cyprus best man for Mike Kev backs up the things Sue said on my side? yeah right don't be so stupid Susan said sort your shh out at work believed not me but the paperwork Sarah was caught and sacked straight away exactly for reasons not believed when I say Martin just the same, and I am the victim isolated alone my name is Nick Trim do you think it's made up or something I lived through how's it made up when so much of it's true you just don't care for the impact do you Do you think my mates were even mates Thank God I alone can see their hate I lost my job to vicious bastards my mates showed me envious laughter my mum ignored this total disaster into the darkness faster and faster but I'm the sort to never give up and now I get it my finger is up I'm not religious but hope judgement day comes so all can see their true way Don't say I need help when you cause me too bleed nobody listened so my writing's therapy my stories of Durbin are all about me it was my life and my reality I was there don't you dare say shut up those stories of him were my actual life don't say I've no right to speak of my life nobody was there to see it f*** up stories of all them always involve me I need to speak of my reality since no one listened you forced me this way does that not reflect their no love I portray why would i behave and care what all think when all the people in my life laughed as I sink I lived in the black I lived on my knees working it out was a horror indeed the worst kind of treatment a man could see my life, I suffered, I'm standing, I'm free