Cold Hot Chocolate In Freezing Rain

and here i am drinking like i know and there you are all ready to go looks like the end and thoughts i can't contain i wish that you would bend and just relax my brain i cannot see my whole self without you sweet detective, now i have not a clue i say i'm sorry but it falls on deaf ears it's like my every regrets are paying in arrears i drink and drink until the world is just a blur i wish i still knew what a few options were but now i am drained and all out of fight i never thought that the world was such a fright you drive away and i my heart falls into debt now i kind of know how it feels when Jesus wept now i'll just live my life in a world of chocolate copper i was once a prince but now i'm nothing but a pauper in time i'll grow from each bad decision and mistake, but for now i hibernate until i'm fully awake