Cloudy Nightmares

I'm always struggling and falling down I'm lost and alone, can't find my way around I need someone to help me figure this out It used to be sunny, I'm stuck in this drought I know no matter what happens it will try to make me give in It pulls at me well i descend Into a cloud of nightmares, no use trying to claw my way out i have nothing to do but to close my eyes and sit it out