Choices and Friends

Every time i see you
I get giddy with excitement
the beginning of a new crush arises
......though your just my friend
Your cute to me......
...............And i flirt if you see
But i feel so bad

I have a boyfriend
.....And you know im crazy about him
.................and you know that i still like your best friend......
but to you.... 
i am willing
to give a piece of my soul
........my poetry

..................Oh god help me.....
.........hear the pleas
of a girl
......who is semi boy crazy
hear my laughs
and help
....before i crack.....

Do i have to like every guy?.......
.......Each one that is nice to me?
................i must remember that they are only friends...
It doesn't mean they like me, or want to be my man........

............but if they do? 

No banish these thoughts from my mind
......I will not
corrupt my friendship again
...........maybe...though
am i being shown
......that i am worthy of life now
by being given good men
who wont hurt me like the rest......

they are my friends
..........my saviors
who stop me from death.....
.....who kiss my cheek
and hold my hand.......
.........and hug me over and over again
when no other will...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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