Chaotic Thoughts

I think a lot in my head I wish I could just go to bed Blinded by thoughts and emotions The seas of thunder and errosion The crickets seep into the ears Blinded by the emotional tears My brain is exhausted and toasting My head spinning like it’s roasting These thoughts I can’t stop Accelerating to the very top My patience for this is wearing thin I itch and peal my skin I want to get out of this horrid body Dragged through despair becoming knotty Though I hate living in this flesh I also hate my intrusive mesh Drowning in my own Delusion Nothing can keep up my illusion The smiles are all fake At any moment I might break