Chaos or life

1 November 2024 5:23 Pm In the cold dark of night when hidden is the light I sink into my mind and slowly loose my sight My eyes reopen in a world out of time The past the present the future all at once mixed out of line I can not comprehend what it meant or should mean Emotions surrounding me as my soul tries to scream My scream sounds like laughter my anger feels like tears Seconds, days, minutes, years all tormentous joys and fears Roll over and over under my cover My blanket becomes a field of clover My enemy loves me, my lover hates me Chaos is the order and reason aggravates me Do I dream as I sleep these horrors and grief Or is the dream my life and my life my relief What is real and what is not This world has us programmed and put on a spot YESHUA help us and shorten the time Before the time becomes the end of this rhyme