Chaos

All what I felt these years 
Was freaking pain inside
Inside my mind, inside my veins
Shouting out loud, but you can't hear
Chaos is taking me, the end is near
I'm almost dead

Yes, I'm smiling now,but I'll cry in the dark
Again in the dark, alone in the dark
Life can be bright, but I can see only black
My future is black, I dive into black


All what I dreamed these years
Was simple and naive 
I was a kid who tried his best
Sweat mixes with my tears
Attempts lead to nowhere
I'm still a kid, if I did well?

Yes, I'm young now, but my soul is old
I chased after fool's gold
But everything went wrong
Pain is my friend, I'm far enough from being strong
I wanna leave,I wanna go
I want to hope
But it's too late



18.12.2017.You did well.Rest in peace, Jonghyun.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Swartz Avatar
March 11, 2018 at 7:27 AM
Tragic and beautiful words Alisa. You wrote a wonderful tribute to a troubled soul you cared about.
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March 5, 2018 at 1:28 PM
Very deeply expressed... Excellent poem Alisia...
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March 6, 2018 at 12:55 AM
Thank you.
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