Chaos

All what I felt these years Was freaking pain inside Inside my mind, inside my veins Shouting out loud, but you can't hear Chaos is taking me, the end is near I'm almost dead Yes, I'm smiling now,but I'll cry in the dark Again in the dark, alone in the dark Life can be bright, but I can see only black My future is black, I dive into black All what I dreamed these years Was simple and naive I was a kid who tried his best Sweat mixes with my tears Attempts lead to nowhere I'm still a kid, if I did well? Yes, I'm young now, but my soul is old I chased after fool's gold But everything went wrong Pain is my friend, I'm far enough from being strong I wanna leave,I wanna go I want to hope But it's too late 18.12.2017.You did well.Rest in peace, Jonghyun.