Changes

They say actions speak louder then words then why do your words leave my broken and hurt you say Im not who you want me to be I could try to change but then I wouldn't be me And I take pride for my self Wasn't just the words but the emotion I felt I mulled all night about the things that you've said couldn't get to sleep they're drilled in my head tossing and turning to my braincells were dead and I was preying for everything to end. then I was thinking. I don't believe in change I think life's a journey and we all pave our way some never make it and that is a damn shame. so then We put up walls to hide our insides to protect our vulnerability that we try to hide as you near the end and you look to demise will you be happy about your disguise? Because if I can be me why cant you be you? scream it from the rooftops shout it to the moon there is no gift greater then you being you.